" It’s all said and done, it’s real, and it’s been fun. "
" I can tell by my tears that I will remember it all. "
" Saying goodbye isn’t the hard part, it’s what we leave behind that’s tough. "
" If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden. "
" When I see your smile, and I know it’s not for me, that’s when I’ll miss you. "
" My heart is glass.
your heart is steal.
I sit alone, crying.
you sit alone, blank.
I try to be normal.
you don’t need effort.
I have cuts.you have clean wrists.
I die of hurt.you live with happiness.
I always cared.you cared for your own.
I’m lost.You’ve been found, by someone.
My heart is shattered.
Yours isn’t even dented.
Now, will you leave before my tears turn into sad tears,
of remembering you & your loving ways, & I love you’s.
Don’t forget me, love.But, also, never want me. Please?
- Courtney Criswell "
" The girl whose heart you ripped up,
threw out,the girl you didn’t think about
The girl you betrayed without a thought,
the girl who’s now forever lost
Thanks a lot…
- Anonymous "
Kthanksbye :D
Thursday, October 21, 2010
#53 A good-bye is never painful unless you’re never going to say hello again .
You wouldnt have the chance to hear me say bye again . Since you didnt appreciate the last one :) Thaaaanks :D
PSSSSSSSTTT . -.-'
PSSSSSSSTTT . -.-'
Thursday, October 14, 2010
#51 Things we've gone through
This was how things were . But now its just no more . I'll write it down before I forgets .. Those are just the dates that I remember .. And the things we did together that I remember ..
Feb 18 - Facebook . Get well soon wish . talk till midnight and had fun talking to each other . You gave me your number , I gave you mine . We started texting ever since then .. We talk everyday on MSN and sorts so yeah . Just the beginning .. Few days later . You started calling . Few days later , you went to KK and got me a Tiger Eye Bracelet . We talked everynight .. Started planning to go out , so we did .
March 17 - Went out to The Curve , and became your girlfriend . Watched Alice In The Wonderland . We were still shy back then .. Had lots of fun together . And started loving each other since then ..
March something - We met at KDE . You gave me your watch and then few weeks later .. I ruined it .. :\ Had fun at KDE with you , Din and Serene ..
April 17 - Happy 1 months .. Went to Pav .. Walked around with you , Din and Serene agaaainn ..
Then I cant really go out much after that so we had to wait till the next month .. Eh , and then we went to swatch and changed the strap enn . So yeah . Thanks .
May 17 - Happy 2 months , went to Sg.Wang I think . Sat at Coffee Bean/Starbucks I forgot . While waiting for J to taylor his baju . Had fun ..
Jun - I dont remember going out with you since you didnt wanna ikut to cheer comp ..
July 18th - We took a break for a week .
July 27th - Mummy's birthday . We broke up officially on that day .
July 31st - Melawati High Carnival . Saw you , gave your things back and like walk away . Planned to meet up at Pav and saw each other . Didnt really talk much , But I was just happy when ure around eventho Im not talking . You made me cry infront of you because you started to talk about the break up thing at setiawangsa Lrt station . You went back .
August 1st - We got back together through phone call
August something - Went out with you , din , serene to pav again . Had fun , watched movie . Same thing .
September 2nd - My birthday , Thanks for being the first to wish , really appreciate it .. wnet out with my boys and girls for dinner after school . had fun .. :)
September 16th - Went to WW , you had a surprise for being there . Was happy to see you . Had an awesome day with Farah , You , Din and Serene .
September 17th - Happy 6 months ..
October 10th - Happy Birthday , went out had lunch . Movie and went home . Had a fun day with You , Din and Zu .
October 14th - We officially broke up again this time .
Well yeah , thats about it . Like i said . Thanks for being there for me . But then . Hmm , nothing . Yeah . Thats all .
Feb 18 - Facebook . Get well soon wish . talk till midnight and had fun talking to each other . You gave me your number , I gave you mine . We started texting ever since then .. We talk everyday on MSN and sorts so yeah . Just the beginning .. Few days later . You started calling . Few days later , you went to KK and got me a Tiger Eye Bracelet . We talked everynight .. Started planning to go out , so we did .
March 17 - Went out to The Curve , and became your girlfriend . Watched Alice In The Wonderland . We were still shy back then .. Had lots of fun together . And started loving each other since then ..
March something - We met at KDE . You gave me your watch and then few weeks later .. I ruined it .. :\ Had fun at KDE with you , Din and Serene ..
April 17 - Happy 1 months .. Went to Pav .. Walked around with you , Din and Serene agaaainn ..
Then I cant really go out much after that so we had to wait till the next month .. Eh , and then we went to swatch and changed the strap enn . So yeah . Thanks .
May 17 - Happy 2 months , went to Sg.Wang I think . Sat at Coffee Bean/Starbucks I forgot . While waiting for J to taylor his baju . Had fun ..
Jun - I dont remember going out with you since you didnt wanna ikut to cheer comp ..
July 18th - We took a break for a week .
July 27th - Mummy's birthday . We broke up officially on that day .
July 31st - Melawati High Carnival . Saw you , gave your things back and like walk away . Planned to meet up at Pav and saw each other . Didnt really talk much , But I was just happy when ure around eventho Im not talking . You made me cry infront of you because you started to talk about the break up thing at setiawangsa Lrt station . You went back .
August 1st - We got back together through phone call
August something - Went out with you , din , serene to pav again . Had fun , watched movie . Same thing .
September 2nd - My birthday , Thanks for being the first to wish , really appreciate it .. wnet out with my boys and girls for dinner after school . had fun .. :)
September 16th - Went to WW , you had a surprise for being there . Was happy to see you . Had an awesome day with Farah , You , Din and Serene .
September 17th - Happy 6 months ..
October 10th - Happy Birthday , went out had lunch . Movie and went home . Had a fun day with You , Din and Zu .
October 14th - We officially broke up again this time .
Well yeah , thats about it . Like i said . Thanks for being there for me . But then . Hmm , nothing . Yeah . Thats all .
#50 Yes . Done
Yeaaaaap . Me and Elya Marzuqi ... Officially oveeeeeeer . I sorta like need ciggs now -.-' If only Joey is heeeere -.-' . Ahhhh , fuuuuuuuck . Streeeess . So yeah , me and him almost 7 months . Thats it , the end . No more . Now Imma focus on my studies ;) Get piercings . Do shits . Harmless flirtings , but never falling in love until im 18 :) Yeapp , Imma try to keeep that up . I wanna have a belly or tongue piercing , what do you think ? Hmm . IMMA BUILD ABS ! HOYEAH ;)
#49 Our last convo for the year
Michellesocutewhentexting says:
*I'm only here to ask if ure okay .
Elya Marzuqi (ip) says:
*Yes, Michelle
*Im alrite, dont worry
Michellesocutewhentexting says:
*Okay then , bye
Elya Marzuqi (ip) says:
*Bye Michelle
*Oh
*Can I please have my watch back
Michellesocutewhentexting says:
*when ?
*I'll pass it to serene and serene will pass it to din and din will pass it to you . Is that okay ?
Elya Marzuqi (ip) says:
*Yea that would be alrite
*thank you :)
Michellesocutewhentexting says:
*Oh , and do you mind to like pull the note out that i wrote on your card or something ?
Elya Marzuqi (ip) says:
*Okay, I will
Michellesocutewhentexting says:
*Okay thanks , for everything . Bye .
Elya Marzuqi (ip) says:
Good bye Michelle
P/s : I hope the watch finds a better owner . And I hope the owner of the watch really is the one for you , byeee .
*I'm only here to ask if ure okay .
Elya Marzuqi (ip) says:
*Yes, Michelle
*Im alrite, dont worry
Michellesocutewhentexting says:
*Okay then , bye
Elya Marzuqi (ip) says:
*Bye Michelle
*Oh
*Can I please have my watch back
Michellesocutewhentexting says:
*when ?
*I'll pass it to serene and serene will pass it to din and din will pass it to you . Is that okay ?
Elya Marzuqi (ip) says:
*Yea that would be alrite
*thank you :)
Michellesocutewhentexting says:
*Oh , and do you mind to like pull the note out that i wrote on your card or something ?
Elya Marzuqi (ip) says:
*Okay, I will
Michellesocutewhentexting says:
*Okay thanks , for everything . Bye .
Elya Marzuqi (ip) says:
Good bye Michelle
P/s : I hope the watch finds a better owner . And I hope the owner of the watch really is the one for you , byeee .
#48 Concerts
Cant believe that I am not going for PARAMORE and also ADAM LAMBERT is like performing today , Im here crying my heart outt .. :(
#47 Get over it please
# Please Michelle Liong , Get over what will happen . I hope its good , But hey . I cant hold the future , Whats mine is mine la enn .. I'll be happy with your decision :)
# Oh , err . Please la , I didnt do anything and I didnt steal your guy friends .. I didnt even need to spread rumours about you to make you look bad or shits . Im over about you , cant you get over about me ?
# I dont cheat on my relationships . So learn to shut the fuck up tiny :)
# Oh , err . Please la , I didnt do anything and I didnt steal your guy friends .. I didnt even need to spread rumours about you to make you look bad or shits . Im over about you , cant you get over about me ?
# I dont cheat on my relationships . So learn to shut the fuck up tiny :)
#46 ?
Me heh . So noob lorh ..Haish , I miss you . But then I dont know . I wanna like see you this Sunday , But then like . Monday is Sejarah . And like , I dont want anything sad to happen on sunday , Call me a coward for running away :( I love you ...
#45 Emotions all over again :(
Hey Ho , Yeah . A week camtu tak blog :\ Haish , alot has been going on . I hope things last . Well , Yeah I know not forever .. But then like , maybe last longer ? :\ Nowadays , Michelle cam . Cepat jealous . Insecure semua tu . Susah ah ceni enn . And you pulak hari hari text with other girls semua . I dont know what ure trying to tell me . And like your sarcasm is like very high , you dont tolerate much with me , senang nak marah I semua . : Haish , I dont know what to do semua tu . Is it me or you ? I feel like its me , I tried my best to work things out . Everytime argue semua tu , i feel bad . I dont wanna argue with you , so I apologize . You're so angry nowadays , sikit benda nak marah I . I feel like how'd you say it . Im not the one for you , I cant give you happiness semua tu tau . Hmm , Maybe you should fine someone that you can really go out with and have more fun . :\ . If our relationship do end .. I'll just never love anyone until I grow up . Cause , the way I love you and the way I love my exes , its different : You cant be replaced . :(
#44 Elya Marzuqi :)
Heeey , so yeah . what a late post .
Happy Birthday Elya :D ! Hope you had lots of fun on 10.10.10 :)
Happy Birthday Elya :D ! Hope you had lots of fun on 10.10.10 :)
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
#43 Karaoke :D
Yau yuet is like here with me and like yeah , its like 1.22am now . Gonna karaoke with her on youtube , and heck yeah its fun :D Well , gonna be la enn :D Kayh , bye . Wanna go emo .
#42 New
New month , New life , New friends , old stories . Bitches that cant fuck off :D Boyfriend's birthday coming in 3 days yooo . Hehehe . 10.10.10 aww :')
#41 Please , the end . Come faster .
Nisha Rachel Huh ? If this is about Michelle,I dont wanna know,really.Im sick and tired of our on-off friendship okay.And this time,its for real,we're not friends anymore.So dont bother about anything or to marah me or anything cause your friend cant take a joke.So yeah,bye.
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Michelle Liong Oh really ? :D Cause you dont know what a real joke is . Your jokes are never funny . And you never learn your lesson . The only reason our friendship is on and off is because of you , if you never apologized . We wouldnt even have continued . Its stupied why you even apologized , just to make yourself the bigger person .
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Jasmine Sabrina Low ermm im wasnt even marah-ing you? n my question to you wasnt even sarcastic.. it was only a question..
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Michelle Liong Baby , she cant take no question la . :)
Nisha Rachel Mich,I dont know what your problem is.And all our on and off friendship is because of me?Please.Its all because of you,really.No shit.I cant stand it with you anymore.And I cant believe I was actually stupid enough to apologize.What a big mistake.
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Michelle Liong Rightt , All me . Yeah , you cant stand me , you cant stand me what , stand me being a virgin ? What , just because I have Elya , and he didnt fuck me . Is it so hard for you to believe ? Okay la , I malas laa . You wanna like kutuk shiz about me , i dont give a fucking shit . Cause yeah . Everyone knows the truth , that . I'm a virgin ! :D Oh and , I finally found out the statement of your "having a boyfriend" = "fucking him" , no boyfriend = forever virgin .
Nisha Rachel Wtf? I didnt accuse you of anything.It was just a JOKE.Guess you couldnt take jokes huh? And for the fact that we were laughing about it and we were okay.Then three days later,your ignoring me without telling me why.I texted you pun,tak dilayan.And that kononnya statement,complete bs.I've never said that.
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Jasmine Sabrina Low OMG!!! :0.. ermm this is akward seriously.. LOL whats with the virgin and all? hmm so who's the suck up one here?
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Nisha Rachel Really dont know and dont care. Let's just leave it the way it is. Okay Mich? No fights,no friendship. Let's just act like total strangers.
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Michelle Liong You've never said that , just because your friends have boyfs , you would say that "ahahaha , u lost your virginity to him" or shiz like that , I mean like . Just because you dont have a boyfriend , Theres nothing FUNNY about it . And NO , I didnt laugh about it , I was unhappy . I wouldnt lose my virginity at this age . And , for the fact . The worst mistake all my life that Ive ever done . Was accepting your apology and being your friend , what a torture .
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Jasmine Sabrina Low hmm. u guyrs seriously not gonna forgive each other? when is it gona end then?:)
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Michelle Liong Now , she hated me from the start till now , even when I was her bestfriend , she backstabs me . So no point . Its the end now :')
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Nisha Rachel Michelle,I've never said that 'ahaha' thingy. Stop accusing me for godsake's.Like I said,I really dont know why I even apologized to a person like you.Wasnt worth it at all.And Jasmine,yeah,for noow,I dont think so.
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Nisha Rachel Didnt hate you from the start. Hated you since the whole mwt thing.
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Michelle Liong For now ? More like forever , "I wonder if ure still a virgin , I bet not . Ahahahahaha" Enough of total bs . Im sick and tired of you .
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Jasmine Sabrina Low michelle, i think you should move on then! kays? nisha: hmm wokkayhh,... so you're gona leave yr friendship jst liddat?
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Michelle Liong Right , you hated me ever since the start . You tell people I am annoying and shits . I mean like , if you cant tahan my annoying-ness . Dont be friends with me ever since . You hypocrite , I swear . I liked you . But , you were being such a pain in the ass . Who wouldnt hate you ?
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Jasmine Sabrina Low mich: LOL? nisha: are you still a virgin? :)
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Michelle Liong I am moving on babydoll , and like . There was never a friendship . :)
Nisha Rachel You think Im not sick and tired of you? I am,alot. I've never said 'Mich,I dont think your a virgin'. Yes,Jas,we're just leaving it like that.
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Nisha Rachel Yes,you are. Anyways,I dah malas dah.Leave it like this.Bye.
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Jasmine Sabrina Low hmm mich hw do u knw that nisha backstabs you?:)nisha: hmm okayyhh
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Michelle Liong I wont tell who told , Cause I dont betray . :) Maybe I'd tell you one day :D
I'm so tired of you , I just want everything to be cleared and you to stfu :)
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Michelle Liong Oh really ? :D Cause you dont know what a real joke is . Your jokes are never funny . And you never learn your lesson . The only reason our friendship is on and off is because of you , if you never apologized . We wouldnt even have continued . Its stupied why you even apologized , just to make yourself the bigger person .
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Jasmine Sabrina Low ermm im wasnt even marah-ing you? n my question to you wasnt even sarcastic.. it was only a question..
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Michelle Liong Baby , she cant take no question la . :)
Nisha Rachel Mich,I dont know what your problem is.And all our on and off friendship is because of me?Please.Its all because of you,really.No shit.I cant stand it with you anymore.And I cant believe I was actually stupid enough to apologize.What a big mistake.
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Michelle Liong Rightt , All me . Yeah , you cant stand me , you cant stand me what , stand me being a virgin ? What , just because I have Elya , and he didnt fuck me . Is it so hard for you to believe ? Okay la , I malas laa . You wanna like kutuk shiz about me , i dont give a fucking shit . Cause yeah . Everyone knows the truth , that . I'm a virgin ! :D Oh and , I finally found out the statement of your "having a boyfriend" = "fucking him" , no boyfriend = forever virgin .
Nisha Rachel Wtf? I didnt accuse you of anything.It was just a JOKE.Guess you couldnt take jokes huh? And for the fact that we were laughing about it and we were okay.Then three days later,your ignoring me without telling me why.I texted you pun,tak dilayan.And that kononnya statement,complete bs.I've never said that.
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Jasmine Sabrina Low OMG!!! :0.. ermm this is akward seriously.. LOL whats with the virgin and all? hmm so who's the suck up one here?
8 minutes ago · LikeUnlike
Nisha Rachel Really dont know and dont care. Let's just leave it the way it is. Okay Mich? No fights,no friendship. Let's just act like total strangers.
7 minutes ago · LikeUnlike
Michelle Liong You've never said that , just because your friends have boyfs , you would say that "ahahaha , u lost your virginity to him" or shiz like that , I mean like . Just because you dont have a boyfriend , Theres nothing FUNNY about it . And NO , I didnt laugh about it , I was unhappy . I wouldnt lose my virginity at this age . And , for the fact . The worst mistake all my life that Ive ever done . Was accepting your apology and being your friend , what a torture .
5 minutes ago · LikeUnlike
Jasmine Sabrina Low hmm. u guyrs seriously not gonna forgive each other? when is it gona end then?:)
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Michelle Liong Now , she hated me from the start till now , even when I was her bestfriend , she backstabs me . So no point . Its the end now :')
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Nisha Rachel Michelle,I've never said that 'ahaha' thingy. Stop accusing me for godsake's.Like I said,I really dont know why I even apologized to a person like you.Wasnt worth it at all.And Jasmine,yeah,for noow,I dont think so.
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Nisha Rachel Didnt hate you from the start. Hated you since the whole mwt thing.
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Michelle Liong For now ? More like forever , "I wonder if ure still a virgin , I bet not . Ahahahahaha" Enough of total bs . Im sick and tired of you .
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Jasmine Sabrina Low michelle, i think you should move on then! kays? nisha: hmm wokkayhh,... so you're gona leave yr friendship jst liddat?
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Michelle Liong Right , you hated me ever since the start . You tell people I am annoying and shits . I mean like , if you cant tahan my annoying-ness . Dont be friends with me ever since . You hypocrite , I swear . I liked you . But , you were being such a pain in the ass . Who wouldnt hate you ?
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Jasmine Sabrina Low mich: LOL? nisha: are you still a virgin? :)
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Michelle Liong I am moving on babydoll , and like . There was never a friendship . :)
Nisha Rachel You think Im not sick and tired of you? I am,alot. I've never said 'Mich,I dont think your a virgin'. Yes,Jas,we're just leaving it like that.
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Nisha Rachel Yes,you are. Anyways,I dah malas dah.Leave it like this.Bye.
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Jasmine Sabrina Low hmm mich hw do u knw that nisha backstabs you?:)nisha: hmm okayyhh
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Michelle Liong I wont tell who told , Cause I dont betray . :) Maybe I'd tell you one day :D
I'm so tired of you , I just want everything to be cleared and you to stfu :)
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